Today is the day! We leave for the hospital in one hour. I slept just fine last night and am so prepared this morning that I have time to blog! It doesn't seem real, but I'm sure it will as soon as we step through the hospital doors. Everyone I've talked to has said that c-sections are the way to go, but I'm still really nervous. I could feel my body going into anxiety attack mode while I was getting my amnio yesterday. Another minute and I'm sure my hands would've started getting numb, I would feel faint and have to vomit. Anxiety is a beautiful thing. As much as I try to stay calm, my body has a mind of its own. Or is it that my mind has a mind of its own? Anyway, I'm hoping that I'll be so excited about meeting Sunny that I won't care about what's going on to my body.
My thoughts this morning? I just can't wrap my head around the fact that I'm going to be a mom in a few hours. It just doesn't seem possible. And I'm so freaking thirsty. Never mind that I was told not to eat anything past midnight last night, I was also told not to drink anything and it's making me a little crazy. Actually makes me look forward to the I.V. and catheter. Oh, there - you see? I'm already feeling better about the needles. Wait, no. Still nervous.
Okay, I guess I should go get ready. Next time I blog, I'll have a daughter!
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